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Enough?

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Am I doing enough? I ask that question to myself on a daily basis. You see I have help with the kids now. It makes a tremendous difference in our family's lives. I am no longer completely wiped out at the end of the day and I no longer dread the next day. I cross things off my "to-do" list every day and boy is that satisfying. I make dinner almost every night for the family and I get to take a shower every day! If your a mom you'll completely understand that one. But there's a nagging feeling I've had for the last month or so. Am I doing enough? Joe is in the second month of Dermot's Hyperbaric Oxygen treatment, that means he takes Dermot out of the house from noon to 3 p.m. everyday. It's weird, not hearing his singing or having to wonder when he's going to wake up from his nap. Is the therapy working? Do we notice any differences? Not really. If anything, I've noticed his seizure activity has increased and he seems more out of it. I can't