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A snapshot of inside my head.

Covid 19 racism is alive and well no school stay at home save money gaining weight my son has no friends my other son has to stay home for the rest of the year i am constantly trying to find my purpose I miss my mom I miss my friends I miss places I grieve for my former life I am not alone, but knowing that doesn't make it better Society is in upheaval people are dying my oldest son is never home I'm afraid most days I just started online shopping again I just stopped weighing myself everyday I need a fucking haircut its really hot outside today I'm trying to plan my tasks for the day and i never know where to begin my youngest is always on his screens he screams at me when I tell him to do his chores around the house he is really unhappy a little bit of laundry, then i jump to the dishes I should really walk the dogs I should really make Ryan walk the dogs maybe I should take them to the dog park is it too hot for the dog park? sorry the doo